Okay this is my frst day of bitching(lol). We just bought another computer. The guy said it was internet ready, he's a dumb ass he has to come back and fix it it's not internet ready. I just got ahold of cyberpixels about a day ago. I sent in my money and they didn't set up my account. My inner bitch came out and I threatened them with a lawsuit and sent about 9 emails/pms/helpdesk tickets. lol My bitchin worked cuz now I'm gettin my money back and I'm buying from Netrillium. My sister is getting married. she wants me to be a bridesmaid but I don't approve of her marrige..Is that wrong that I don't want to go to her wedding? I mean her fiancee is always calling people niggers. he doesn't know why I take it offensive but I'm mixed(with black duh) and I take that very offensive. Oh and it doesn't help that he is a german(im not racist) who has Nazi flags all over his house. My sister has a mixed son.. Now what do you think he will think when he grows up and learns what a swastika is? Sometimes people take this race thing a little too far. I mean I am the same inside as everyone else and just because I have brown skin(really nice brown skin lol) doesn't mean I'm different. Hmm well i guess that's it because I have nothing else to bitch about. Oh well.

~The Bitch~

Nothing much to say yet maybe later. My dumb ass just woke up

Okay,

These damn teachers are getting on my nerves(i'm homeschooled). Hold on let me explian first so you guys don't look at me stupid. I get homeschooled but it is all done over the internet meaning I have never met my teachers peronally. Talked to them on the phone once though. I don't even know why they are called teachers all they do is send you hte work you read, send it to them and they grade it. OKAY lol well I have to print out my work because they won't send me a packet. The computer is too bright to read off of and they don't understand this but oh fuckin well. I am so fucking board I wanna go dancin or something but they closed everything down because they were selling drugs to minors(really who cares though they are gonna do it anyways). I was up till about 4:am yesterday and woke up at about 2:30pm today. I was supposed to clean my room.(my mom is gonna be so pissed). but I woke up late so i didn't(oh wait that's always my excuse ) I have to finish getting my money together because i am going to by hosting and a dmain from netrillium. My dumb ass bought from Cyberpixels and it took me about about 15 eamils/helpdesk tickets/forum post and 3 lawsuit threats to get my money back. I just got done with finals( lol I cheated since I do it at home all I did was use a calculater and google lol) I'm such a dumb ass. I dunno alot of people think I'm lucky to be homeschooled and wonder why I don't give two shits but honestly education is not my first priority. I always put family and music first. Lol this is really a long useless journal but who cares. My dogs keep stepping on the keyboard and mouse because I'm sitting in the floor. My other dog won't leave my panties alone. Everytime we was them she sticks her head in the xlean clothes and finds panties. Oh and what sucks is she knows how to open my dresser. I really look like shit right now. I want to got o the mall o something. Well I guess that is enough of my useless ranting.

~The Bitch)~

Ahh today is Friday and there is nowhere to go. I want to go to see "You Got Served" because I'm obsessed with B2K. i ani't got noone to go with but I think I might go by myself.(If I do I won't be by myself for long lol ) ) Hmmm. I was supposed to go to Jens today but she isn't doing her work either because of these dumb ass teachers. I am trying to get my mom to sign up for paypal so I don't have to send my money in the mail through money order. But oh well. We have no food in the house.(no money to buy any) I think all we have is an old bag of chips and some Dr. Pepper. I think I might go through all my my stuff and sell what I don't need(lol old playstation, brand new shoes, etc...) Oh my god.. I called my dad today because it is 3:55 my mom doesn't get off of work until 7 and I havn't ate all day. My dad said he was busy he would bring some by later. his girlfriend is pissed at me because I won't got o her daugther B-day party. am I supposed to kiss her ass....FUCK nah. I ain't nobody's bitch. It's not my fault her daughter think she is half black and was raised in the ghetto(lol she is Italian blonde hair bluish/green eyes(nice black person huh?))Not only that I get blamed for it all. One time I walked home at Midnight cuz she was gettin on my nerves,then we go to the carnival and she leaves and goes somewhere else. I get blamed because I walked home at midnight. THEN... I'm half black and her daughter telld people she's half black(she isn't) and I get in trouble for it...why...becasue my father is her step dad(he's black) and I'm half black...she wants to be like me. I mean it gets on my fuckin nerves. i'm gonna start tellin people I'm Osama Bin ladins daughter...She probably go around school sayin she is. She's a fuckin dumb ass